Where have I been?

I know I’ve been AWOL for the last couple of weeks and to be honest with you guys I’m probably going to sound exactly like those people who are like I’m so busy and I’ve had no time but I’m serious I’ve had no time and I’ve been fighting an illness (throat infection and cold) for the past few weeks that I just can’t seem to shake off, which is probably trying to juggle this full time work, and yes it is very hard to do a blog that you want to put your heart and soul into because it’s your passion and what you enjoy most when you finish work at 10 at night and then are back in the next morning. And yes when you’re so run down and you get that one day off a week you want to take it to actually rest which is what I am still trying to do, but me being me I’ll always carry on through it even if it kills me. 

Not only have I been under the weather I’ve also felt very insecure recently, which is not something I’m usually that open to talking about especially publically and yeah you’ll always have those people in your life telling you’re amazing and I wish I could be or look like you but everyone once in a while is going to feel that way and you’ve just got to figure out how to get through it, which is why I’ve been trying to change my diet and my workout routine and doing things fro myself before others to make my feel a little more at home in my own skin.  But hopefully it’ll pass in time for Christmas and I’ll be able to give you a more regular update because Christmas is coming and I love nothing more than a good couple of Christmas blog posts.